
Without you
Time flies really fast
It have ben eight months without your presence.
I can say things are really different now.
You don't knw how much i missed you.
I really missed you very badly and i never
missed anyone this badly.
I thought that im so over you
but yesterday tears roll down my cheeck
after hearing those raya songs.
Walking down those memory lane together with you,
it was really something memorable.
We had too many sweet memories compared to bitter ones.
I have always known you as someone with a gold heart.
Indeed you are, you have been a great wife, mother and grandmother
to this family.
I am really fond of the love that you shower me.
" Kau sekarang dah sombong tak nak naik?"
" Aku tak halau korang tapi sekarang dah malam. Pergi balik."
I hardly. No should i said that i dont hear any of those phrases anymore.
You were always there to give words of wisdom and i missed those time
where you take good care of me after my operation.
It was a single bed and you and me were lying down on that one bed.
We kept talking and i hugged you like how i hugged those bolster of mine.
I really wished that you could be reincarnate so that i can be with you forever.
Something which i really regretted towards the last bits with you
was time.
I hardly spend my time with you thinking that you would live for long.
You dont know how much i regretted and i promised myself that history won't happened again
and i shall cherish every single memories with the honeybunchies especially.
I love and adores every single honeybunchies cause you're my heartbeat !
Sometimes what you yearn for is not what you get in return.
I live with this dream of owning them.
Thats the reason why people usualy said,
" Don't fly too high cause when you fall then you'll feel the pain "
As you know, im those type of stubborn-dubborn and don't learn from my mistake.
I see that im flying very high and im very sure that i will have a serious injury after this
and no Mr superman will come to the rescue.
This is what i called temporary happiness.
Toodles people !