hello peeps!
i felt that im having a dead blog..
indeed it is..
i have not been bloging since _______.
24 January 2008.
a remarkable day for the students wh0 took their O level last year.
Current O level students have to witness the ceremony.
My heart skip a beat when the results were out.
My school did quite well althhough its not up to the national standard..
but we did improve..
i thought that many wil do well..
but what i see wat tears of sadness and regret..
a handful cried of happiness..
aniwae CONGRATULATIONS TO SHARIFAH NABILAH!
she's the top student luhh seyy..
im feeling the tension.
i broke down infront of Mrs Gomes.
at least i release part of my stressness..
she's understanding.
she tried to make me feel relieve as i was afraid of my English.
i dont want to be disappointed at the end of the day..
everyone is lyke saying,
"if you study hard and you still fail. something must be wrong."
i was asking myself.. what izzit dat is not ryte?
i tried to understand dat we must be pushed..
and i appreciate the teachers effort.
I admit that im superlazy and i need someone to support me..
i will never ever forget this group of teachers who are behind me.
To Mrs Gomes,
i will try to study hard and make you proud. Im too hunger of something. I want my name to be in the top 5 in our school. yes! i have high expectation and that us the reason why i kept on saying that im scared. i afraid of being disappointed..but i will put in lots of effort..
To Sheaha,Wei loong,Mr Nizam,
Thanks alort for giving the motivational werds. Especially Mr Nizam.. I noe that is our responsibility as a muslim. Thanks for reminding me. Ill try to do as you say. For my dear Sheaha and Wei loong, I love you guys a lort..
To Uncle Iz,Iskandar
Thanks for the suggestion. Ill keep u guys update..
Ps:Lyfe is not a fairytale. for a moment i thought that the storyline was beautifully set and done. When i woke up,it was just a dream. Instead it was the opposite. The only question i could asked is "WHY?"