12072008.
This week have been a BAD and chaotic week.
Incident after incident that happened that actually falling the SUPERS apart.
Im so sorry for what had happened.
I was to be blame for everything that happened.
Maybe its me who have been giving the SUPERS a hard time.
I know people are scolding me for making the wrong decision.
But i think by doing so things will be better
and i seems to be on the right track.
Sheaha and i talk things out and
we are back to normal.
im hoping that things will remain as what it is and
please god dont test on us again.
If you were to test on us,
biar ada hikmahnya.
Hikmah yang dapat aku melihatnya.
Atqa and me are reaching to the stage where things are to be back
as per normal.
Im sory tqa for not answering your question about the supers.
Maybe i should have kept it to myself.
I finally see you doing your part as a SUPERS.
As what that have been told, maybe by stepping out
of the group things between the SUPERS will be back as per normal.
Farah and me are still not back as how we used to be.
But i dont mind.
Its not that i dont care but its fully my mistake.
and obviously i have to be responsible for my action.
I just wanna apologised to you. I know you love SUPERS a lot and
my action makes the condition between me and you worse.
As what you told me too that you dont care what im going to do next
but im just hoping that you stil show care and support to the other SUPERS.
They need you in order to make the SUPERS united as one.
For Emy, she's a hack care type of person.
So this wont affect her.
I remember what we talked about during MT.
We will surely meet up after FIVE YEARS after we graduate.
To be frank, when i made this decision no one knows how melancholic i am.
I cried in class when none of the supers were with me.
To inform you that i was making that decision was like picking either
LIFE or DEATH.
SUPERS was part of my life.
Im hoping that i shall not regret making this new route.
Its not that i dont want to reconsider my decision
but i felt that SUPERS without me is simply nothing.
Goodbye SUPERS !