30.10.2008
Finally, im down with three papers left.
Im hoping that miracle would happened.
Getting all A1 [self-motivation]
That was how my motivator motivated me.
I think as i grew up i get a clear view of life.
Ive not gone far but standing here now is
like standing in the middle of hell.
Perhaps im not good at solving problems.
Yes i admit!
Im a busted !
I dont know how to appreciate friends !
I hurt people when i shouldnt !
i thought that i would survived by having more friends.
i was proved wrong.
Very wrong !
To whom it may concern,
I fucking miss you. i thought that i could solve this problem but indeed
things remained the same or remained unsolved. it was totally my fault.
That guilt is still there. Ive yet to say GOODBYE to our friendship
and today shall be the day ! Goodbye friend! ily.
10:42 PM