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Friday, August 29, 2008

290808.

Finally, i have some precious time to check my email.

I received an email from my aunt contain this:

Her days.....getting ready to centre

Memory of nenek.........do u missed her?

I was searching for nenek picture actually

and i finally i have found/get them.

Obviously i missed her !

When i looked at those picture,

i felt her presence.

As if she's with me.

yes, my relationship with her was always not ryte.

We argued until we hardly talk to each other.

Its only until you're far from me

that i felt that i'm missing you.

and now you left me totally.

i totally missed my good times with her.

i missed talking to her.

i missed sleeping with her.

i missed arguing with her.

i missed my routine when i actually

looked into your room before i sleep.

i missed being absent from school

just to sent you to your centre.

i missed crying infront of you

just to stop you from going to my aunties hse.

Ten years staying with us

and what do you expect.

with love;

atina.zain

trying to figure out this life.❤12:26 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

240808

with a heart that broken into pices,

im here to announce that im parent-less

eversince 20-08-2008.

i know i have to appreciate and treasure what im having.

I dont understand why im becoming this way.

I've lost my identity.

I'm absolutely lost.

I dont know who i am.

I'm always smouldering with rage and

so damn impatient.

Only god knows hw it hurts me to hurt you guys.

I used to live with only you guys and when you guys

abandoned me they picked me up.

and yet, im doing the same to you guys.

Im so sorry.

I rather be alone than hurting and dissappointing ppl.

with love;

tina.

trying to figure out this life.❤12:21 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

16082008.

Now i realised that life is really,really short.

i just came back from the muslim cemetry[duh!]

My parents and i actually visited quite a number of cemetry.

Firstly, we went to My real grandmother's cemetry.

My father did some cleaning.

its so obvious that people are not visiting her cemetry.

and later we headed to my grandmother's bro, my greatgrandmother and so on..

the last cemetry that i visited was my grandmother.

She left us for 1 week 1 day.

time flies very fast.

eversince she left me, i felt incomplete so incomplete.

she's always up in my mind.

i cried hoping for her to return.

only for a day.

ONLY ONE DAY !

and my mind was all corrupted.

I cant seem to think.

and i just find myself so weak.

i can just breakdown infront of people just like that.

I'm lucky that my egg clan is always and forever by my side.

They were always there right from the start of this incident !

and to my queen of egg,

For godness sake please stop smoking or definitely im not talking

or lepak-ing with you okay ?

until you say YES and you MEAN it !

okay ?

toddles!~

trying to figure out this life.❤8:09 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

hoii hoii!!
ini aku. its me! its me!
hahaha. its like 1.20am and i'm here.
talking on the phone at this hour ehh tina?
dengan sape ah? sape? sape?
ohh ehh smalam petang mimpi petang pasal sape ah?
muahahahahahaha!~
and ehh aku nak bilang kau secret.
lets make it i wanna tell evryone out there?

ehh ehh whens the make up of 080808 uhh? bila? bila?
bila ku kenang ku renung gambar wajahmu..
sudah.. yang sudah tu sudah.. jangan di tangisi lagik..
ok stop.

dah ah orang baru kene marah ngan west side guy.
tsssssssssssskkkkkkkkkkk!~

gogogo!~
nana.ozu was here.
(:

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