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You see me smiling
But can you see whats happening inside me
Seeing her condition really makes me downcast
I donno maybe im tired of crying
but when i standing by her side,
my heart feels the pain and my eyes was feeling hot
No one knows that i was traumatize but that incident
When i was left alone , That incident plays again in my head
And when im quiet please make me talk
Im trying my very best to stand up strong
I may not be my old me anymore
Some people are just too arrogant
that they thought they knew everything
I just despise you
and get this right !
All this while i was forced to be with you !
If you think that ur way too much better than us
then i suggest you do your part !
For those who have been by myside ,
thanks a lot ..
Words are just words
but i hope God will repay you with the good deeds that
you guys have done for me.
Dearest Farah and Sheaha ,
You guys have supported me a lot
I love you guys !
And im sorry if i've been burden to you guys
and you guys tollerated with my moodswing.
Lets' pray for the best !
and i dont wish to lose anyone !