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Im tired of hearing dis particular phrase,
"Wats lyfe without any problems?"
Problem after problem.
I become helpless each day
hoping that miracle will happen
and everything could be settle.
it has been 3-4 days since i talk to him.
yes!
i get the chance to actually sees him.
but we dont talk..
wats da use?
aniway im proud of hym..
he was the top student for malay languange in Sec _, Normal Acad stream.
at least he proves that he can study and is actually
good for something.
i wanted to congratulate him but..
i have no guts..
or should i say that im afraid to talk to him.
ive never thought that one day we will be like this.
Its as if hys being imprison and we are forbid from seeing hym..
i can sense that hys ashame to actually face us.
But boy, that was not a tattooed mistake!
please change?
im begging you,please..
i just want you to be back..
ill do aniting..
even crying infront of you..
i will definitely will!
RANDOM QUESTION
When will be the perfect age,years,date,day
that i will stop having heart aches?
People will stop disppointment me?
People will stop to merajok-ing(what kind of language)?
Whats da use of sacrificing when people dont see it?
Why in the world im helping a person who loves to hurt me?
Why do teachers love giving student test?
Why this eyes just cant stop looking at things which i dont need to sees?
Why this ears alwaes hear things which i dont wish to hear?
Why im always at the losing point?
To summarize all dis,
"Why in the world do i exist?"